
Gossling’s ‘Harvest of Gold’ is also a harvest of goodness – but do we really value the effort that goes into the making of these things?
So, it had happened again. I’d been blissfully scouring the shelves of a second-hand bookshop when the shop-keeper, a wren-like woman in her sixties with wild blonde hair and wearing black leather pants, did it, she asked her question. ‘What do you do for a living?’
It wasn’t as if she’d said, ‘Do you mind if I get nude?’ or ‘Why is it you have a face like a burns victim?’ She simply wanted to know how I earned a crust.
I moved in closer against the shelves in an effort to show that I was terribly busy trying to decide how to spend my money in her shop. But I had to be polite. I said, ‘I’m a…the best way to…journalist… fiction… stuff.’
My response was pathetic, awful, almost downright disrespectful. Why was it so hard to tell this gregarious woman what I do?
There’s no doubt that most people with a creative practice have been in a similar situation. And, I think, it all comes down to two key things: understanding and value. It’s true that the only person who understands what it’s like to try to write a decent story or column (let’s not even go near novellas or novels) is the person who’s trying to chose the right words and put them in the right order. Do I know what it’s like to be in a band, to write a song, to get it to sit up and swagger, to play the thing in front of a hundred drunken patrons? Nope, no idea. The visual arts? I love them, especially photomedia and assemblage, but do I understand what it takes to create a drawing or painting or a piece of public art? Nuh. And the performers – the dancers and choreographers. I admire them, I’m inspired by them, but I could never truly understand the work they do. Let’s face it, artists are the freaks of the Australian workforce.
That second key to all this: value.
How do we value what we do when we barely understand it ourselves? Recently I’ve been listening to Gossling’s Harvest of Gold. Because it’s an absolute cracker. How much work has gone into every chorus and verse and bridge, every sound, every layer – it’s meticulously crafted. How much blood, sweat and tears have been invested in something that many – thousands with any luck, hundreds of thousands – are enjoying. And maybe some are even being moved by it. Is this album really worth just $20, the cost of a laksa and a flat white? No. It’s worth more, so much more.
All creative practice, every single artistic endeavour, be it big or small, successful or unsuccessful, public or private, is worth an infinitesimal amount. How do we communicate that? How do we make politicians take notice and take action, particularly in these increasingly threadbare times?
Perhaps it all comes down to confidence.
Perhaps I should have said to that shop-keeper, ‘I’m a writer. Some of it is fact, some of it is fiction, and, Christ, I’d be dead without it.’
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(First published in BMA Magazine on 30 July 2014.)
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August 23, 2014 at 9:16+00:00Aug
Gabrielle Bryden
It was none of her business – I would have told her I was a mortician 😉 I’m amazed at the people who ask you (when you say you write poetry or stories) how much did you get for the piece? – like that is the only reason for being creative.
August 23, 2014 at 9:16+00:00Aug
Nigel Featherstone
Ha! The next time someone asks me what I do for a living, I’m going to use that line. ‘I’m a mortician.’ Brilliant.
I also like the ‘But do you sell lots?’ question. As if that’s the only criteria.
August 25, 2014 at 9:16+00:00Aug
Geoff
I think you’re on the money here Nigel. Confidence and Value indeed. I struggle with these daily in the creation of my work. There’s the dread moment when someone ask, generally well-meaningly or at least with some interest, ‘what sort of pictures do you take’ … I have answered ‘lots of mediocre ones with a few flukes that people seem to like…’ but that’s demeaning to myself and my art. It’s not a fluke that this creative passion nourishes me, gives me some measure of meaning and direction in this otherwise confusing world. It’s not that I don’t take take a fair share of mediocre pictures either.
Having got back into exhibiting my work again this year (after a break of several years), running two concurrent and greatly different shows in July (all I can say in my defence was that it seemed a good idea at the time) and shortlisting images for my third and final 2014 show in September, I feel I’m almost too busy in prep to be concerned with confidence … almost 😉
As for value … that’s a tricky one … well, I find it tricky anyways. I’ve not yet found the best quantitative measure to assess it. In an instagram world where everyone’s a photographer, it’s hard to see the artists sometimes.
You’ve inspired me Nigel … I was looking for a subject to post about – I’m going to expand on this one. Thanks 🙂
ps … I liked the mortician response put forward by Gabe 🙂
August 25, 2014 at 9:16+00:00Aug
Nigel Featherstone
Hi Geoff, thanks very much for your wonderful comments.
So glad this post meant something to you (I thought it might!).
Very interesting observation you make about how everyone’s a photographer these days and that it’s hard to see the artists. Is it due to the former’s reliance on phone software that makes the ‘images’ look ‘good’?
Importantly, where are you showing in September? If you have an invite list please add me at contact@opentopublic.com.au
Thanks heaps again for commenting. I look forward to seeing your work in ‘real life’.
Best,
Nigel
September 1, 2014 at 9:16+00:00Sep
Geoff
Thanks Nigel. The show is called ‘Through a Glass Clearly’ and will be up at the Front in Lyneham from 17-29 September. The official opening is 6pm Friday the 19th September.
I had a listen to Gossling upon your recommendation here and enjoyed it … you should check out ‘Stay Gold’ by Scandy groovers ‘First Aid Kit’ … I think you’ll find something enjoyable in there.
Geoff
August 27, 2014 at 9:16+00:00Aug
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September 1, 2014 at 9:16+00:00Sep
Nigel Featherstone
Hi again Geoff, thanks very much for the details about your show at the Front. It’s in the diary. Also, I’m so glad you enjoyed Gossling and I’ll hunt down ‘Stay Gold’. I do love music recommendations.