Borders.
They’ll be the end of us.
I’m not talking about the ill-fated book shop but those lines and marks that scare the living shit out of you and me.
There are the geographic borders: a sandy beach, a cliff-face, a wall of impenetrable rainforest. There are the borders that are nothing more than a flashing light on a computer screen or an invisible line somewhere in the ocean.
People want to cross over; they would do anything to go from one side to the other; they might risk death to be ‘over there’, where it is better. There are ways of doing it ‘legally’ and there are ways of doing it ‘illegally’, depending on the circumstances, and the level of desperation. It seems borders and desperation can go hand in hand, especially in this world where the difference between hope and hopelessness can be so marked.
Each week I, too, cross borders; at least, I drive past a sign that indicates I’m going from one place to another. I cross borders because there are opportunities on the other side, in ‘the big city’ as I’ve come to call it. Because these days I live in a country down in regional NSW. Because where I live the only arts work involves packing shelves. So I come into the ACT to do paid gigs that I enjoy, that are meaningful, that help to keep the wolves at bay.
But I’m not suffering political persecution.
Or religious discrimination.
Or threat of incarceration because I’m spending my life with another man.
Or because I’m a woman.
I’m lucky, supremely so, and just like everyone else who is lucky there is an obligation to cross borders at every opportunity. In the way I think, in the way I act and react, in the way I create – especially in the way I create. If artists can’t (or won’t) cross borders, who will? We should be crossing between forms, between materials, between genres, between ideas, between audiences. Because we should always be wanting – needing – to be uncomfortable. Because, perhaps, when uncomfortable we’re more productive, we’re alive, we’re fighting.
Inspiration is everywhere. There’s Oscar Wilde and his ability to move between prose and poetry, between stage and page, between the ‘legal’ and ‘illegal’ and risk his freedom and, ultimately, his life in the process. Closer to home there was, up until 2008, the Melbourne-based poet Dorothy Porter, who blurred the lines between collection and novel and reached the point where one of her works, The Monkey’s Mask, made it onto the silver screen. Closer to home even further, we have artists like Andrew Galan, who cross between the written and the spoken and the complex and the simple. And we have Katy Mutton, who slips – almost effortlessly – between the painted, the drawn, the political, and the personal.
Yes, borders are the end of the line for some of our number. And that’s our eternal shame, our immeasurably heavy burden.
But for us lucky ones, borders should be our beginnings.
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(First published in BMA Magazine on 23 April 2014. Thanks to Sir Allan Sko.)
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July 4, 2014 at 9:16+00:00Jul
Michele Seminara
Excellent, Nigel. (Woops, I sound like a school teacher!) I love the way you encompass the political, the artistic, the economic, the geographical, the humanitarian, the personal, and more! in these musings. A gentle and yet brave piece of writing that stretches all those boundaries.
July 4, 2014 at 9:16+00:00Jul
Nigel Featherstone
Hi Michele, that’s very kind of you, and thoughtful. I did try to bring in a whole heap of things (perhaps I should do a PhD on the topic!), and maybe there’s too much. But currently in Australia there does seem to be this insidious insistence on borders and a palpable retreat to smallness. It could be the obligation of artists to obliterate borders wherever possible, and always to aim for expansiveness?
July 5, 2014 at 9:16+00:00Jul
Michele Seminara
I think so, Nigel. And I think you might have a PhD on your hands there!
July 8, 2014 at 9:16+00:00Jul
Nigel Featherstone
Another thing for the list!
July 5, 2014 at 9:16+00:00Jul
Chantal
Hallelujah, Nigel!
July 8, 2014 at 9:16+00:00Jul
Nigel Featherstone
Thanks Chantal. If only I was more saintly!
July 5, 2014 at 9:16+00:00Jul
Nana Jo
Wonderful, evocative post, Nigel. I think when your borders are too small, you allow life to become a tight place with no exit. We must all live in one narrowness or another, but when we open up our borders, physically and personally,we yield a far richer and wider life.
July 8, 2014 at 9:16+00:00Jul
Nigel Featherstone
Thanks, as always, Nana Jo. Needless to say, I completely and utterly agree with you. And perhaps there are massive borders, the ones that we can’t do much about, but there are also smaller borders, ones closer to home (wherever that might be), or even symbolic borders, and, on a daily basis, we can choose to ignore them, to step over, and to live bigger.
Wow, where did that come from?
July 8, 2014 at 9:16+00:00Jul
whisperinggums
Great post Nigel. I particularly love the point about artists: “If artists can’t (or won’t) cross borders, who will? We should be crossing between forms, between materials, between genres, between ideas, between audiences. Because we should always be wanting – needing – to be uncomfortable.” I would add, readers (or “consumers” – to use a horrible word – of art of all forms) should be wanting to be uncomfortable, to be confronted, too. It should be a mutual enterprise?
As for politics and borders – oh dear, what can we say?!
July 8, 2014 at 9:16+00:00Jul
Nigel Featherstone
Hi Sue, ah yes of course, readers should be looking for that sense of being uncomfortable, and to be confronted. Speaking of which, today I finished Richard Flanagan’s ‘The Narrow Road to the Deep North’. Amazing. And, yes, I was confronted. I think Flanagan does an excellent job of stepping beyond borders at every opportunity.
July 8, 2014 at 9:16+00:00Jul
whisperinggums
I can’t wait to read this – which will be later this year with my reading group.
July 8, 2014 at 9:16+00:00Jul
Nigel Featherstone
Hi Sue, I can’t wait to hear what you think of it!
July 13, 2014 at 9:16+00:00Jul
broadsideblog
Lovely, thought-provoking post. I crossed the border from Canada into the U.S. to live in 1988, but still cross that border several times each year, often by car, when we go north to visit family and friends there. I feel very different on each side of that border….and my oddest moment is when I travel by train and, for a few brief moments, we are suspended between both nations — over the Niagara river. I feel allegiance to both, and to neither.
When I lived in New Hampshire (no jobs) I used to drive 3.5 hours north to Montreal each Monday to teach journalism. That was a weird commute!
July 14, 2014 at 9:16+00:00Jul
Nigel Featherstone
Hi Cait, wonderful to hear of your own border-crossing habits/experiences. Perhaps we all do it, in some way or other, but those who do it so boldly from one country to another are demonised to the point that they are seen to be as bad as drug-runners. How xenophobic many of the world’s governments are, to serve none other than domestic politics. And when we find ourselves being xenophobic on the micro-scale: perhaps we’re no better, not really.