‘One day I will die. One day I will not wake up to the smell of my partner bringing my morning mug of strong coffee up the stairs. One day I will be dust. But I have learnt the truly hard way that the passion I must cling to and ardently believe in is plain gusto. To respectfully paraphrase [Agatha] Christie – whose books were wonderful comfort and company when I was on chemo – how lovely to be fifty-four years old and greedy!’ From On Passion, by the much-loved poet Dorothy Porter (1954-2008).
I’m a fair way off 54, but I’m greedy too. For great stories (like those contained in this book), for great music (Frightened Rabbit is doing it for me at the moment), for great food, for great places, for great company, which I’m lucky to have.
I’m greedy for as much life as my trusty little ticker can handle.
I’m greedy for fucking gusto.
But best to give the last word to the poetry wizard, another quote from the delicious read that is On Passion. ‘One of the most beautiful things I have ever seen is an azure kingfisher fishing in a mangrove swamp near my family home in Pittwater, Sydney. I was paddling a canoe down a creek in a rare meditative silence (one of the joys of canoeing), when there was a flash of orange/blue, like a jewelled dart suddenly spearing into the water. And as Gerard Manley Hopkins so exquisitely says, I watched a kingfisher ‘catch fire’. In the same sonnet, Hopkins proclaims the unique wonder of ‘each mortal thing’: ‘What I do is me: for that I came.’‘
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March 21, 2010 at 9:16+00:00Mar
Ms. Moon
Oh yes.
March 22, 2010 at 9:16+00:00Mar
Nigel Featherstone
Ms Moon, all I can say is ‘oh yes, oh yes’ straight back at you across the blog-shaped void.
March 21, 2010 at 9:16+00:00Mar
isaddictedtothemusic
Anything with reference to Hopkins and his words, I’m there.
March 22, 2010 at 9:16+00:00Mar
Nigel Featherstone
Good to hear from you, IATTM (maybe ‘Addicted’ is easier!). I fear that I’m not as familiar with Hopkins as I should be. Another reason to visit my favourite bookshop…soon.
March 21, 2010 at 9:16+00:00Mar
Mwa
“I’m greedy for fucking gusto.” – I love that. Me, too.
March 22, 2010 at 9:16+00:00Mar
Nigel Featherstone
Being greedy for gusto gives greed a good name, don’t you think?!? Thanks for dropping by, Mwa.
March 21, 2010 at 9:16+00:00Mar
Alec Patric
I think I’m still mourning actually. Recently I wrote a story called ‘Dorothy’ just so I could voice that loss. Not to say I’m weepy or I walk around wearing black. All I’ve ever felt, really, is shocked that she is suddenly gone. I suppose it was her presence, her personality and the grace she seemed to possess with such immense ease, that was a gift to the Aussie writing community. That’s what I mean by loss, I suppose. Thanks for reminding us what made her so special Nigel.
March 22, 2010 at 9:16+00:00Mar
Nigel Featherstone
Hi Alec, DP is very, very missed. And you’re right about her grace. She was, and still is, such an extraordinary treasure, a real life-force. We still have that, and always will.
March 21, 2010 at 9:16+00:00Mar
screamish
Have you seen the short film ‘Tea”? written by a NSW writer, Sarah Ford..husband brings woman a cup of tea every morning and she dips her finger into it to test the temperature…if it’s cold she knows it’s time to get up. Then he dies…and doesnt have her alarm cmock anymore..very tender, sweet…
March 22, 2010 at 9:16+00:00Mar
Nigel Featherstone
Hi Screamish. No, I haven’t seen this film. But I get the sense that I’d enjoy it very much; will search it out. PS I love a good typo, which is good because I’m a grand master at them! (You may like to know that completetly unintentionally I wrote ‘grant’ master. Now that I’d like to be!)
March 21, 2010 at 9:16+00:00Mar
screamish
i meant to write “clock” there not “cmcok” sorry…
March 26, 2010 at 9:16+00:00Mar
Sarcastic Bastard
This is a really great post, Nigel.
Hope all is well with you.
Love,
SB
March 27, 2010 at 9:16+00:00Mar
Nigel Featherstone
Thanks heaps, SB. Of course, the praise really should go to Dorothy Porter.
April 2, 2010 at 9:16+00:00Apr
A Free Man
Frightened Rabbit does it for me on a regular basis.
April 2, 2010 at 9:16+00:00Apr
Nigel Featherstone
Hi AFM, I’m enjoying ‘Winter of Mixed Drinks’ by Frightened Rabbit very much at the moment and will ‘review’ it shortly. I put ‘review’ in inverted commas because (a) I don’t think I’m skilled enough (yet) to review anything, and (b) this may well be the strangest review ever. Even I’m scared.
April 3, 2010 at 9:16+00:00Apr
Nana Jo
What a beautiful post! Gusto … yes … that describes it perfectly! I was trying to describe to someone the other day how I think that passivity is the death knell of living. You said it much better. I’ll be 54 on my next birthday. All I want is to continue spending my moments “catching fire” …
April 3, 2010 at 9:16+00:00Apr
Nigel Featherstone
Hi Nana Jo, thanks for dropping by. Yes, spending as much time ‘catching fire’ is a very worthy goal, heh?